SO! The Douchebaggery has once again attained EPIC levels! I really can't quite understand how it works.I have never worked in such a poorly managed environment. I don't get it! Blows my mind!
Fuck it!
Better thoughts for the rest of the night!
I don't know how many of you know that I came out of the closet and announced to the world that I am a furry. Many people didn't and still don't understand what that means. It's OK .... it took me years to understand. I am wired a little different that the "Normal" people. It's not that I am some kind of deviant, but that I look at life a lot differently that you might. I just think that a natural coat of fur, muzzle, tail, mane of fur, and almond shaped eyes are really really attractive. It doesn't alter my faith, nor does it make me a bi-sexual although a great many of my community are, nor does it make me a "freak". I just want to find someone who has my faith, AND understand being furry.
I have a girlfriend, and she's great. BUT as with all my relationships, distance and faith are starting to play a damaging part in the relationship.
I hate that.
Distance always plays such a damaging part in anyone's relationship. What's worse is that is compounds issues that may have been small, but are now growing. I hate that. I'm on the phone with her, and as much as I would like to say "We need to step back", it isn't right.
Differences in faith are the worst. I don't just mean "She's Anglican and I am Roman Catholic" I mean my fundamental belief system is different from belief system. It's a strain that is unpleasant to deal with.
Now add personality flaws. I have more baggage than Samsonite! I mean it! I have commitment issues (Thanks Dad!), trust issues (Thanks Paulla), intimacy issues ( again Thank You Paulla). Also I am a Dog. I mean it. In my furry persona, I am a canine. Thats good in that I am loyal, but it's bad in that I am not really as monogamous as I would like to be. NO! I have not cheated on her! That's not the point! The problem is, I am easily tempted. I have not cheated. I am not a bastard, but it's more of a case that if I was put into the situation OF cheating ... I honestly don't know what I would do.
Sigh ...
Douchebaggery .... Thy name is Goose.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Thank You for my freedom
The Normandy landings were the landing operations of the Allied invasion of Normandy, also known as Operation Neptune and Operation Overlord, during World War II. The landings commenced on Tuesday, 6 June 1944 (D-Day), beginning at 6:30 AM British Double Summer Time (UTC+2). In planning, D-Day was the term used for the day of actual landing, which was dependent on final approval.
The assault was conducted in two phases: an air assault landing of 24,000 American, British, Canadian and Free French airborne troops shortly after midnight, and an amphibious landing of Allied infantry and armoured divisions on the coast of France commencing at 6:30 AM. There were also subsidiary 'attacks' mounted under the codenames Operation Glimmer and Operation Taxable to distract the German forces from the real landing areas.[4]
The operation was the largest amphibious invasion of all time, with over 160,000[5] troops landing on 6 June 1944. 195,700[6] Allied naval and merchant navy personnel in over 5,000[5] ships were involved. The invasion required the transport of soldiers and material from the United Kingdom by troop-laden aircraft and ships, the assault landings, air support, naval interdiction of the English Channel and naval fire-support. The landings took place along a 50-mile (80 km) stretch of the Normandy coast divided into five sectors: Utah, Omaha, Gold, Juno and Sword.
The assault was conducted in two phases: an air assault landing of 24,000 American, British, Canadian and Free French airborne troops shortly after midnight, and an amphibious landing of Allied infantry and armoured divisions on the coast of France commencing at 6:30 AM. There were also subsidiary 'attacks' mounted under the codenames Operation Glimmer and Operation Taxable to distract the German forces from the real landing areas.[4]
The operation was the largest amphibious invasion of all time, with over 160,000[5] troops landing on 6 June 1944. 195,700[6] Allied naval and merchant navy personnel in over 5,000[5] ships were involved. The invasion required the transport of soldiers and material from the United Kingdom by troop-laden aircraft and ships, the assault landings, air support, naval interdiction of the English Channel and naval fire-support. The landings took place along a 50-mile (80 km) stretch of the Normandy coast divided into five sectors: Utah, Omaha, Gold, Juno and Sword.
A Month away ... on a less than ideal mental break
Sorry about the silence.
It's been a mentally trying time for the last month. I short circuited upstairs pretty badly. It was gross. Robotman can attest to it, as he watched it happen.
U.G.L.Y. doesn't even cover it. I pretty much shut down and disappeared mentally. Scared a couple of people, but unfortunately, not the right one's. Work doesn't seem to understand that there might, just might be an issue. I guess the "stick your head in the sand and pretend it isn't happening" mentality is endemic in the Oil and Gas sector of the workplace.
But I'm back (na na nah nah) with some brand new tricks, so furry related posts, and links, and pictures ... nothing to offend, just going to be a little more me. Some music blogs, some software blogs, and some nonsense blogs!
Thanks for coming out and remember, lets be careful out there.
It's been a mentally trying time for the last month. I short circuited upstairs pretty badly. It was gross. Robotman can attest to it, as he watched it happen.
U.G.L.Y. doesn't even cover it. I pretty much shut down and disappeared mentally. Scared a couple of people, but unfortunately, not the right one's. Work doesn't seem to understand that there might, just might be an issue. I guess the "stick your head in the sand and pretend it isn't happening" mentality is endemic in the Oil and Gas sector of the workplace.
But I'm back (na na nah nah) with some brand new tricks, so furry related posts, and links, and pictures ... nothing to offend, just going to be a little more me. Some music blogs, some software blogs, and some nonsense blogs!
Thanks for coming out and remember, lets be careful out there.
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